About Mirror of My Self

Self is God. Self is Guru. Self is Everything.

This blessed mirror reflects nothing but the Self of my Beloved Brother, my Highest Gurudeva and my Spiritual Father. Whatever you see, read and experience in this blog are only from Him, through me, for you, my dear visitor.

This slave is taking immense pleasure in welcoming you to experience my Self in all its glories!

Shree Rama Jayam.



Wednesday, November 3, 2010

My soul cries

What Shree Rama is to Lakshmana
What Shree Krishna is to Arjuna
What Shree Narashima is to Prahalada
What Shree Ramakrishna Paramahamsa is to Swami Vivekananda
What Shree Ragavendra is to Rajinikanth
What Shree Ramana Maharishi is to iLLaiYa Raaja
What Yogi Ramsuratkumar is to Balakumaran
You are to me...
O Gurudeva!

Brother. Friend. God.
And Everything.

What Raavana was to Shree Rama
What Sisubala was to Shree Krishna
What Hiranya-Kasibu was to Shree Narashima
I am to you...
O Gurudeva!

Impudent. Ungrateful. Disobedient.
And what not?

I've shamelessly failed you, many a time.
You've affectionately embraced me, each time.

I've willingly wounded you, many a time.
You've warmly caressed me, each time.

I've arrogantly ignored you, many a time.
You've compassionately accepted me, each time.

I'm your disrespect.
You're my self-respect.

I'm your pain.
You're my joy.

I'm your impediment.
You're my enlightenment.

Your selfless love melts my ego.
Your endearing smile cleanses my heart.
Your affectionate embrace sanctifies my body.
Your innocent eyes liberates my soul.

I don't deserve your love.
I don't deserve your smile.
I don't deserve your hugs.
I don't deserve your mercy.

Not in this lifetime,
but forever...

Yet,
falling at your Lotus-Feet,
this scum, unashamedly, pleads...

My Beloved Brother!
Bear this burden, forever...

My Honourable Gurudeva!
Tame this animal, whenever..

My Merciful God!
Please, don't forsake me, ever...

Without You, I am never!

5 comments:

Vishwanath Seshadri said...

Wow !!!

What a wonderful expression of love and warmth... Too good..

Vish

venus66 said...

It's so touching. Touches the deepest core of my heart.Very special tribute indeed.

KParthasarathi said...

Not all are blessed to have a guru in one's own brother.You are indeed fortunate.The post is exceedingly well written

Manivannan Sadasivam said...

Thank you all, my dear friends :-)

Balu said...

http://sagakalvi.blogspot.com/2011/10/self-realization.html

திருவடி தீக்ஷை(Self realization)
இந்த வீடியோவை முழுமையாக பாருங்கள். இது அனைவருக்கும் தேவையானது.நாம் நிலையிள்ளத உடம்பு மனதை "நான்" என்று நம்பி இருக்கிறோம். சிவசெல்வராஜ் அய்யாவின் உரையை முழுமையாக கேட்கவும்.



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